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     Section 3 Supernatural light of Latin of A (3)    
Nobody gnaws the bread with the tears,  
Have not sat in the groan of crying of bed,  
Spend and is full of the sad one late at night,  
God, they will not know you.  
You send us to human world,  
Let the pitiful creature commit the crime,  
Then let them receive the suffering of agony:  
Because should receive the retribution of this life.  
The entitled stringed-instrument player poem Yang guide and think it is one's own portrayal, just he does not know what crime oneself commits on earth, needs it in the face of such a painful suffering. Walk on the flourishing street of the city, he feels one's own the outside one of picture forever, this city has nothing to do with him, he knocks at and does not open that ice-cold door forever either. Perhaps so long as jump forward gently, can finish this agony with no limits forever. Stand on overpass, is staring at a kind of rate of traffic flow of shuttling back and forth of following fish, a thought jumped that he true a lot of produce jumping secondarily.  
But only brave persons could be calm in the face of the death, Yang Di does not obviously possess such courage.  
Ignorant life is not angry, but Yang Di must also live on like this, look like a dead-alive person. It is his dream to only have no spark dying out in him, he dreams of this point and the girlfriend is interdependent in this city, accept the suffering of destiny.  
He has never had peaks of Zijin in dreaming of, not to mention holding the personal concert there.  
The god that the affairs of human life are variable, may be lucky has looked back on and found him by accident, his destiny would be changed soon from then on. Come back from the peak in Zijin, though Yang Di lives during gleaning and collecting scraps the one-storey house of the street, but whole person of him have spirit is only two days, he receive three invite he letter to join performance, bar keepers of three families phone voluntarily, would like to let him play the musical instrument in the evening. He still sees on the jumbo propagating poster in front of the door of a bar, Yang Di's name and peak in Zijin are discharged together.  
Perhaps this only begins, there must be more luck and wait for me behind. Yang Di thinks.  
This day, he saw parents off with the girlfriend, made an exception and had a meal in a cafe outside, it has been already late when got back to and gleaned and collected scraps in the street. They have wound for quite a while in estimating the clothing lane, two over pitch-dark wooden wire poles, wind one give birth to all over insect wear again one deep and serene narrow and long hutong rotten old elm extremely already, can get back to the cabin that they rented.  
Both sides of the hutong are the towering wall, because grow the full and green moss on the moist wall. There are a pile of walls in the end corner of the hutong, brushed out several big characters with red paint on the wall. Actually those words were "  Forbid the stool and urine here "  ,Because word from loose, later on someone is " forbidding " Have added one in the front "  No " The word, in this case, meaning is makeovered, pass by the drunkard here more and it is convenient here wantonly for the teenager, year in and year out, stink to high heaven under this wall. Unless guide each time Yang it undergo by here as girl friend, last interest of congealing always,it speed up one's step hurriedly but.  
This is late to come in the peculiar smell, Yang Di and girl friend smile at each other knowingly, two people cover the nose with hands, slip away, trot just, girl friend draw Yang guide, Yang guide at once finding at this moment bad smell to coax wall coaxed wonder when a person had appeared too suddenly.  
That wall of walls are measured high, just there is a scene of shade by the wall, that person's upper part of the body totally disappears in the shade. At this time though it is still not late, someone is not any rare thing that estimate in the clothing lane, but this person does not just move at all, seem to be waiting for anything.  
Yang Di and girl friend are scared in the heart, two people stop to look at each other shrinking in step, Yang Di has stepped one step forward gingerly, girl friend stretches out one's hand and stops him at once.  
"We, let's get around from the other places. "  
Yang Di has hesitated, the public security situation of the street has been a dead angle of Haicheng City all the time to glean and collect scraps, the man in the preceding shade is obviously not normal, either there is neuropathy, or plot to some extent. Yang Di sees the side road by the wall, seems to feel that is still hiding the teenager who held the tool instrument more there. He want, let, rob to give, rob oneself line, how much it will be pocket, rob, go loss to be even strong all, but there is a woman by him.  
Think so, he decides to listen to girl friend to make a detour over, but just when they turned round, that man suddenly spoke in the preceding shade.  
"Wait a moment. "  
Yang Di and girl friend are more nervous, fine hair on the human body on one's body is all getting vertical. That person's voice is not loud, how abominably tone may not be certain too, but the sound reverberates in the deep and remote and long lane, but present and plant the evil breath.  
Di Yang feel body of girl friend a bit light and quiver, he himself both legs some feel like jelly even, he is hanging back to start running and run away, suddenly found the man in the preceding shade had already disappeared.  
He looks at each other with girl friend's doubt at one glance, some are at a loss to stand there, just at this moment, suddenly several light and fragile noises came at the crossing of end of the hutong, continue the fireworks and burst forth the bright flower in the sky. Flower those beautiful extremely, they in riotous profusion color to the limit extremely, in dark blue sky being in full bloom rapidly, wither rapidly. It withers to be can so beautiful too, those in disorder to to petal all sides, the color has disappeared little by little, incorporate after the night sky, but still leave some thin Yin Yun in your sight of trace.  
Yang Di and girl friend can stayed, at this moment, they suddenly forgot to be frightened, have forgotten the unusual breath among the nose, is full of swinging some warm emotion in the heart. When does their body wonders to stick silently together, those shared weal and woe and did not skim over them in mind from now to the day when is not abandoned, now, they all become some warm memory, bake deeply in the mutual heart imprinting on the bones and inscribing on the memory.  
The fireworks has already disappeared, the night resumes calm again.  
The girl friend suddenly thought Yang Di's body trembled, then, the hands that he took on one's own shoulder became heavy. She embrace Yang guide, see he some smile stiff at face, but one blood shed along the corner of the mouth out slowly only in a hurry.  
The girl friend gives out a scream suddenly, she does not know what happened, but can feel Yang Di's body is soft heavier and heavier, she can not already embrace him soon. She calls Yang Di's name loudly, reaches his headrest on one's own shoulder. Just at this moment, she suddenly found that was setting up a shadow, the still disappearing in the shade by the wall above the waist of him behind Yang Di, two legs that can only see the black windbreak attacking the knee cover.