August 12, 2009Do you thinkI have begun to tell: "In the first several years, I am in the seedling small stream tea plantation. More than 30 new, old counter-revolutionary daughters make and crowd in more than 20 square meters of prisons. The middle aged women sleeping in oblique a piece of heavy features opposite of mine, call the Zhang 's the phoenix. She has lively, gifted in many ways natural disposition, has a good throat, can sing a lot of Chinese and foreign songs. The words feeling happy, will speak several sentences of English. I think she is that numerous daughters are the most lovely while imprisoning, but the group leader warns me: ' the Zhang 's phoenix is one to resist transforming the molecule instead of the transformation, you mustn't be close to her. ' quickly, I find her spirit not normal enough, say by oneself singing, the supernatural god talked endlessly. In season the that the spring tea is more plucked, she breaks out. Others pick tea-leaves more than 20 jin each day, but her tea basket but it is empty. Slack in work, but resist the transformation, evening will be criticized and denounced, the prisoner struggles against the prisoner. Most prisoners draw close in the government in order to display oneself, accept and transform, nip her arms while criticizing and denouncing, tear her hair, incites her slap on the face, I am frightened so much as to hide in the corner, but phoenix is accustomed to at the Zhang 's, even smiling. The group leader tells me again: ' attitude of her so arrogant, take the advantage of oneself to be promoted from the soldiers army loud to graduate. Have dialed several awing rods, better. After the cause of her crime has been done by a leader, got rid of, nursed a hatred to Communist Party from then on. ' " "The woman that went through like this is not rare in the early days of foundation. Even some young woman give some leader make wife organization and arrangement, the majority is unhappy too. " Dark purple Nie crossbow insert first. "About is the second while plucking the spring tea in year, the having a relapse of the Zhang 's phoenix, and very serious. Whom she curse that piece sport with one's own army leader once, send her to court-martial of prison not merely too only. Whom she cursed is Mao Zedong. A lot of prisoners have heard, everybody falls over each other to expose. Thing report, get on, discipline secretary send what get off, say: ' Zhang Yi and schooling the high,ask because there aren't she, hold by paper and pen, follow in the back of the phoenix at the Zhang 's. Hear a sentence of reactionary words, write down one sentence. Fix up other several more prisoners and work close to the Zhang 's phoenix, write down what she said diligently while picking tea-leaves, let them let somebody write as and expose materials in the evening, make circumstantial evidence. ' exactly appearance for 4 o'clock in the afternoon at that time, climb up tea and mountain since four o'clock in the early morning, people have already done a circle ' I.e. 12 hours) . I am extremely tired, pain in the back is serious, it seems broken soon. Hear this task, busy with getting rid of tea basket, indescribably glad in the heart. Think oneself can from escape in being completely exhausted, go, think about material that I note why spend only. Two afternoons with her for me, she still calls Mao Zedong Chairman Mao when cursing. She is really crazy - -This, others do not understand, I should understand. Having probably passed for half a year, before National Day, phoenix was taken away at the Zhang 's. On September 30, the tea plantation of the reform through labour holds the wide tight conference. The model of lenient deal is that group leader of ours, give reduction of sentence for half a year; It was the Zhang 's phoenix that punished strictly, because attack the great leader and is sentenced to death viciously. 20 minutes after pronouncing, two sounds of rifle have come to sound in the distant place, the meeting-place for thousands of people is like the a pool of stagnant water. While the bullet is shot and worn to her, seem to hit me too. Phoenix has died at the Zhang 's, I thought I was killed with pen and paper by me. " I can not go on. Dark purple Nie crossbow stand up and give the teacup end to me, say: "Drink the saliva, drink the saliva. " "Uncle Nie, do you know? From that time to catch me, I thought oneself innocent. But from beginning that day to execute the Zhang 's phoenix, I thought oneself really guilty. " "The crime is not here, you, the fault is not here, you. " Dark purple Nie sight of crossbow depressed, like human kind-heartedness, suffering and the suffering, with sight, flow and overflow but appear. When he smokes, the lip is closed. Open at this moment, one blue and green smoke rise from, scatter immediately, until sky form thin fog. He face upward hair, see blue and green smoke that wave this leave gradually, intonation say gentlely: "Inform densely, have it from ancient times, can be regarded as a job too, is derived. The more autocratic the country is, the larger the dense quantity that informs is, the higher quality is. People usually just go to condemn Judas, and miss the cruel and ferocious governor. In fact, no matter Judas reveal the secret, governor can until Su start too sooner or later. " "Uncle Nie, I have stayed in the prison for ten years, realize it for a prisoner, it may be the strongest emotion to grow greedily. And a lot of methods of prison policy management, is to utilize this kind of emotion. " We still speak of one's own one " The crime " The situation, a pair of details of the case, two people smile. All have on our court verdict originally " Attack proletariat headquarter viciously, attack the socialist system viciously, attack the Cultural Revolution viciously " Such a crime. I say: "It is too talkative that our defect is all. " Sentence this of me, dark purple Nie some crossbow pleasant to hear. Say in a huff: "Disaster emanates from careless talk - -The ancient saying, ordinary people of China who dare, remember well in heart? The old man does not open one's mouth, opens one's mouth, must be as powerful as a thunderbolt, killed or beheaded. We the country any job can in order to paralyse, dictatorship machine turn round all the same only. Moreover people wear into cap, lock up, the reform through labour, executed, but the revolution goes on as before, it seems that any thing has not happened. This is our most terrible place in the country, can be regarded as social characteristic and characteristic too. " Dark purple Nie crossbow stop, for a moment, raise voice suddenly, say: "However, no matter how we are imprisoned, today's result is better than elder person. " "Do you think, what is the old man's result? " ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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